Hey, You!!

          Hey, you!! Yes, you. Hahaha.. I remember the last time I left you. Just let you go without any words. And you came just a moment right after I got my new partner in life. Yeah, just now. Well, hey.. Why you just come such a way? You are reaaallyy clooossee to my -now- partner!! HELL!! :-D

           I never thought you would come after such a loooong time I just threw you away. And you feel soo disappointed by me, right? Of course, you have waited for times. :-)

          Now you have found your new 'life'. I don't know how lovely 'words' for you. But "Dahlia" after "Intan" is sooo sweet. Hehehe.. Your style just like my 'life' now. I don't want getting back to you, just wanna say: Congratulations, my dear hero. Start your new life yaa.. ^_^

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Me + God = Enough

Unless you want more than what you acquire, more than what you have, more than what you obsess.

If you need more, just call: MIRACLE.
It's upon God, right? ;-)

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That's All We No Look at

See picture below:

Do you think it's all the girls want?

NO!!

          Life is not only fucked up with those glamour things and what so called as "position". Once you want the glory on your hand, forever it won't. Because life is IN your own hand. Just how you could realize it without breaking your own hand.

          I do want to be a princess of my own life. I do want to be a duchess of my own pretty small clean and warm house. I do want to be good lady to my great great grandchildren -later-. But, I do also want to have a man who has a high responsibility of his own. Knowing what is right for him, and furthermore for his family - as well as the society -.

         I do not live in a kingdom time. I do not want to jump on those decades where the wars existed everywhere, in which people look for POSITION. I just want to live happily. I just want to give birth and raise my children in a peaceful night or in a warm afternoon. I just want to live happily, with you -my dear partner whom I hardly find his soul these days.

          It's pretty simple. Don't take those people's saying you don't have a dam to pursue your dreams. Don't ever let those people stop you playing with your way out. Just find your own egress.




Dear, my lovely partner.., please do recognize: you are more than what you do these days.

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Mencukupkan: Tuhan, Keplak Ia dengan Sandal-Mu

           Possessive, maunya menang sendiri, maunya diperhatikan terus, manja, tapi sok tegar, itu semua sifat-sifat yang tidak baik. Ditambah lagi dengan sifat keras yang sudah mendarah daging.

          Akhir-akhir ini aku mulai gila, capek, dengan segala sesuatu yang berbau "Nusantara". Atau yang minimal digaungkan dengan kalimat --> Persiapan Pembangunan Nusantara. Capek, karena memang konsepan mereka tidak jelas. Arahnya kemana juga ndak jelas. Dan yang makin bikin capek itu: My partner is involved there!!
       

          Aku nggak tau musti gimana. Berkata apapun yang kutahu juga percuma. Selalu ada alasan untuknya membolak-balikkan apa yang nyata dan tampak. Sudah bisa dipastikan; ia hanya belum bisa menerima kenyataan hari ini.

          Memang seharusnya aku berhenti mencampuri urusan hidupnya. Memang seharusnya aku berhenti mengontrol apa yang ia kehendaki. Memang seharusnya aku mencukupkan. Tapi, bukankah seharusnya pula ia mencukupkan?



Tuhan, keplak ia dengan sandal-Mu. Tolong. T.T

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