Holaaaaa, Amigooos :-D
I’m back. Well, not literary gone somewhere, but I did a lil
escape from this blog (which is actually an excuse *giggling*). Hihihi..
Anyway, there are soooo many things happen in these few months (almost a year T.T). Those are:
falling in love (part 1), proposed by someone (also part 1), planning to get
married (part 1), preparing anything related to it (still part 1), drown that
deep since knowing that he got sick *that serious illness* *poor me* *oh no, poor us T_T*, canceling all the things (the hall, the
catering, the EVERYTHING). Huhuhu..
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No, not yet end up.
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Next: MOVING ON T.T, proposed by another man (part 2),
thinking here and there whether I’ll go with him or not, thinking here and
there whether I’ll go with him or not (12 times), thinking here and there
whether I’ll go with him or not (for more than 3957984363 times T_T), aaaand
finally I said YES to another man (whom today I sleep with. Hahaha..), planning
for the wedding party -for about 6 months
left from the proposal-, feeling doubt – agreed – feeling doubt – say yes
again – convinced, preparing everything related to the ceremony and also the
party, then we were in the Ijab Qabul
day, being cruel to anyone, aaaaaand now I’m here; after all. *Pyuhh* *Alhamdulillaaaah*
Ladies and Gentlemen,
Those are my big excuse for not posting in this blog so
long. My real reason is …. Tadaaaaaa.. issssss…… *hahaha* because I were not
that productive in writing nowadays: poems, essays, research; nothing from
those thing I even think of. :))
Okay, okay, now I should write something; and I’ve decided
that I’ll write anything that could be posted. :p *hopefully I won’t look for
another excuse X))
Okay, here we go with the story of my wedding.
Wait..
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What should I write? Hahahah X))
I made my dreams come true: the theme of the wedding dress,
the colors, the foods, beverages, who were invited in the ceremony, who were
trusted to accompany me during my Ijab Qabul ceremony –this one was hurt me since only one friend who came on my biggest
moment-, and many more, were under my control. The theme for Siraman,
Akad Nikah, and the celebration in Probolinggo was under Javanese wedding theme
(to prove that I’m a truly Javanese girl.
Hahaha..). And everything happened in Purwosari was under the Fairy Tale
theme. Even the prince and the princess don’t have appointed nose XD. Yes,
there were some troubles – with my
feelings – since I felt like I lost my friends. NO, maybe I’m just
expecting too much that they will be gladly do come and accompany me during all
of the procession. But hey, thanks to Fina, for everything you’ve done for
solving the problems. Thank you for always be there. Thank you for your
shoulders that wiped out my tears –yes, I was crying at that sacred moment. Hahaha
–
Maybe my friends were busy. Maybe they were burdened by some
jobs that couldn’t be left at that moment. But sure, I’m really thankful that
they finally come, in the night. In the celebration part. J
I could not hide my happiness since I was thinking of them
the whole day T_T
I really hope they could be a part of us in the sacred time.
Anyhow, they finally come. That was a big prize AF. I love them. Thank you, Bu
Fatma, Nina, and Bu Dian <3 p="">
After all, we are happy.
And now, while writing this, I have another reason for not
being clear in this post. Hahaha..
The reason is: I’m falling in love (part 2) with my husband.
X))
Hahaha.. See you, Amigos :-D
Alhamdulillaah, Thank you, Allah..
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